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[28 Mar 2006|11:40pm] |
new LJ livejournal.com/users/bestill_child hit me up ♥
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[21 Mar 2006|01:57pm] |
 so its like this, see i am in love and nothing or no one will ever change that after all is said and done, he is still my fairytale ending to the stars and back... he is my everything ♥
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[14 Mar 2006|08:03pm] |
 i need to start being more artistic i need to write more i need to start watching the sunset more i need to take more pictures i need to be stronger i need to start looking at the world from different perspectives i need to spend less time at home
have you looked at the sky lately?
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[11 Mar 2006|03:03pm] |
 i was wrong
i get to sit back and wait until i'm all but faded away i have EVERYTHING except for the most important thing good god somebody just shoot me hah just shoot me i'm watching that right now i'm cool speaking of me being cool i'm the new "front-girl" at forever yours tattoos in anoka i get paid $15 a day to just like hang out for a few hours its so awesome i think i'm the happiest when i'm there and when i'm with my friends but thats a given i got lost coming home from lakeville last night and ended up in woodbury basically i drove an extra hour hah it was kinda funny i guess cept i almost ran out of gas ick i need moneyyyyyyyyy k im done sleep ♥
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[09 Mar 2006|12:43pm] |

it'll be alright youre lying! but i dont mind tonight
it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright
in other news.. I LOVE DAVID JOEL CAPISTRANT i've had some awesome quality time with him lately sooooo nice. mm lovelove annnnnnd i got the apprenticeship but im not supposed to tell anyone where because the other piercer has no idea that im even apprenticing to say nothing of the fact that i will be replacing him once im fully trained in muahahaha life is (almost) perfect hopefully by the end of the weekend everything will have fallen back into place ♥
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[05 Mar 2006|03:36pm] |
 my heart hurts so bad
but but but highlight of my day: constant mood: and umm let constant mood: the little hispanic boy know constant mood: he better watch out constant mood: i know GDs constant mood: and crypits constant mood: and then straight up indians constant mood: they will fuck him up
thank you for making me laugh bre. i definitely needed it. i love you ♥
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[02 Mar 2006|04:32pm] |
 MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!
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[01 Mar 2006|02:57pm] |
 i need money i'm watching the maury show top 10 cheaters cool life ♥
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[26 Feb 2006|04:53am] |
 i hate the smell of alchohol it makes me want to gag and then maybe die
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[24 Feb 2006|12:04pm] |

so i've gone back and forth with how i feel about alchohol but now i'm right back to where i started i hate it how do i convince someone that means everything to me not to drink?
EDIT:: i have the best, most understanding, most wonderful boyfriend in the world i am so so so so so so so lucky kthnxxxxxxxxxXXXhaha
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[22 Feb 2006|08:29pm] |
 i hate boys who think with their penis ew i just said penis
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[17 Feb 2006|04:00pm] |
 i think its sweet how no one cares when i post stuff that's from the heart but people go apeshit when i say anything controversial cool guys thanks alot
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| you're the water when clouds collide |
[13 Feb 2006|10:51pm] |
 i have had an epiphany now that i'm moved out everything is different it's time for me to grow up, be an adult, and be responsible when at the same time a huge part of me just wants to spend all my time with my friends and boyfriend but i can't and some people seem to not have accepted that as much as i want to spend as much time with them as i used to, i just can't now its absolutely nothing personal its a matter of literally just not having time and i have farrrrrrrr too many people in my life and i can't make them all happy there's seriously so many people i've been meaning to see/make plans with but even then, i do, but still dont get to see them again for like months and it really really sucks beacause i miss sooo many people and i wish they wouldn't get mad at me =( hopefully my life eases up soon and i can make more time for the people i love nbecause believe me when i say i miss you!!!!! ♥
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[08 Feb 2006|09:27pm] |
i love brittany very much so please don't assume things my previous post was general. about many people so chill out i'm allowed to vent my frustration so don't flip out at me for it oh and i apologize for being a sarcastic bitch with the whole "0mGz lyke boys&&shows" thing that was uncalled for thank you ♥
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[07 Feb 2006|03:34pm] |
1-when i'm a good friend to someone and they throw it in my face and dont even give a shit
2-when my loyalty is taken for granted
3-when people are nice to my face and then talk about me behind my back ::especiiiallyyyy when i have NEVER talked crap about them
4-when i'm told to "care about more important things" when all they care about is lyke 0mGz boys&&shows
5-when people don't even bother to talk to me about things. i get to hear it from other people or over fucking livejournal
awesome. good to know how you guys feel about me when i've been nothing but good to you kthnxdie
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[04 Feb 2006|04:48am] |
getting drunken phone calls at 2:30 in the morning from someone i haven't talked to in a good 6 months cool life
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| these tu lips might soon eclipse your brightest hopes.. |
[31 Jan 2006|03:01pm] |
"this hurts
hypocrisy is a strange word when said it never exits the mouth it stays there on the roof of the mouth hovering like a two-headed bird owl/vulture both stalking prey now living now dead" -saul williams
chris bought me "she" sooooooooo good
i work far too much at least too many nights i never see anyone anymore and it honestly makes me really sad i miss you guyssssssss soooo so so much
no further updates nap time ♥
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[29 Jan 2006|09:26pm] |
for 4am rushes to the ER!! yeah i have another kidney infection and i'm on vicodin so i'm like..high..and its weird
also.. i had a good time friday night soooo good to see those kids again i had really really missed dave and blake =)
hmmmm... so i moved out and all and yet my parents still have like..power over me in a sense and i didnt even really realize it iiick i need to rid myself of their influencceee
lastly.. i love you
that is all ♥
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| i will windmill kick you in the face |
[22 Jan 2006|03:59pm] |
im addicted to bradley hathaway and my boyfriend
speaking of which me and chris dyed our hair the other night one of the bottles of bleach exploded allllll over the bathroom it was freaking hilarious but yeah so my hair is black and turquoise... but the turquoise turned out greenish haha his has red tips now soooooooo cute mmmm
i'll post pics later but now im off to work kiddies! and i get to see brittanyyy tomorroww hopefully =)
♥
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