she.was.the.prettiest.bag.lady.i.ever.met

NEWNEWNEW

2006-03-29T05:41:00Z

new LJ
livejournal.com/users/bestill_child
hit me up
♥

clarelonetti @ 2006-03-21T13:57:00

2006-03-21T19:59:13Z

so its like this, see
i am in love
and nothing or no one will ever change that
after all is said and done,
he is still my fairytale ending
to the stars and back...
he is my everything
♥

clarelonetti @ 2006-03-14T20:03:00

2006-03-15T02:13:19Z

i need to start being more artistic
i need to write more
i need to start watching the sunset more
i need to take more pictures
i need to be stronger
i need to start looking at the world from different perspectives
i need to spend less time at home

have you looked at the sky lately?

clarelonetti @ 2006-03-11T15:03:00

2006-03-11T21:09:23Z

i was wrong

i get to sit back and wait
until i'm all but faded away
i have EVERYTHING
except for the most important thing
good god somebody just shoot me
hah just shoot me
i'm watching that right now
i'm cool
speaking of me being cool
i'm the new "front-girl" at forever yours tattoos in anoka
i get paid $15 a day
to just like
hang out for a few hours
its so awesome
i think i'm the happiest when i'm there
and when i'm with my friends
but thats a given
i got lost coming home from lakeville last night
and ended up in woodbury
basically i drove an extra hour
hah
it was kinda funny i guess
cept i almost ran out of gas
ick
i need moneyyyyyyyyy
k im done
sleep
♥

clarelonetti @ 2006-03-09T12:43:00

2006-03-09T18:47:44Z

it'll be alright
youre lying!
but i dont mind tonight

it'll be alright it'll be alright it'll be alright

in other news..
I LOVE DAVID JOEL CAPISTRANT
i've had some awesome quality time with him lately
sooooo nice. mm lovelove
annnnnnd
i got the apprenticeship
but im not supposed to tell anyone where
because the other piercer has no idea that im even apprenticing
to say nothing of the fact that i will be replacing him once im fully trained in
muahahaha
life is (almost) perfect
hopefully by the end of the weekend
everything will have fallen back into place
♥

clarelonetti @ 2006-03-05T15:36:00

2006-03-05T21:36:54Z

my heart hurts
so
bad

but but but
highlight of my day:
constant mood: and umm let
constant mood: the little hispanic boy know
constant mood: he better watch out
constant mood: i know GDs
constant mood: and crypits
constant mood: and then straight up indians
constant mood: they will fuck him up

thank you for making me laugh bre. i definitely needed it. i love you ♥

clarelonetti @ 2006-03-02T16:32:00

2006-03-02T22:33:06Z

MY BROTHER IS GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!

clarelonetti @ 2006-03-01T14:57:00

2006-03-01T20:58:05Z

i need money
i'm watching the maury show
top 10 cheaters
cool life
♥

clarelonetti @ 2006-02-26T04:53:00

2006-02-26T10:55:48Z

i hate the smell of alchohol
it makes me want to gag
and then maybe die

clarelonetti @ 2006-02-24T12:04:00

2006-02-24T18:06:24Z

so i've gone back and forth with how i feel about alchohol
but now
i'm right back to where i started
i hate it
how do i convince someone that means everything to me not to drink?

EDIT:: i have the best, most understanding, most wonderful boyfriend in the world
i am so so so so so so so lucky
kthnxxxxxxxxxXXXhaha

clarelonetti @ 2006-02-22T20:29:00

2006-02-23T02:31:52Z

i hate boys who think with their penis
ew i just said penis

clarelonetti @ 2006-02-17T16:00:00

2006-02-17T22:00:30Z

i think its sweet how no one cares when i post stuff that's from the heart
but people go apeshit when i say anything controversial
cool guys thanks alot

you're the water when clouds collide

2006-02-14T04:57:34Z

i have had an epiphany
now that i'm moved out everything is different
it's time for me to grow up, be an adult, and be responsible
when at the same time a huge part of me just wants to spend all my time with my friends and boyfriend
but i can't
and some people seem to not have accepted that as much as i want to spend as much time with them as i used to, i just can't now
its absolutely nothing personal
its a matter of literally just not having time
and i have farrrrrrrr too many people in my life
and i can't make them all happy
there's seriously so many people i've been meaning to see/make plans with
but even then, i do, but still dont get to see them again for like months
and it really really sucks
beacause i miss sooo many people
and i wish they wouldn't get mad at me =(
hopefully my life eases up soon
and i can make more time for the people i love
nbecause believe me when i say
i miss you!!!!!
♥

ATTENTION

2006-02-09T03:29:17Z

i love brittany very much
so please don't assume things
my previous post was general. about many people
so chill out
i'm allowed to vent my frustration
so don't flip out at me for it
oh and i apologize for being a sarcastic bitch with the whole "0mGz lyke boys&&shows" thing
that was uncalled for
thank you
♥

you know whats sweet?

2006-02-07T21:42:05Z

1-when i'm a good friend to someone and they throw it in my face and dont even give a shit

2-when my loyalty is taken for granted

3-when people are nice to my face and then talk about me behind my back
::especiiiallyyyy when i have NEVER talked crap about them

4-when i'm told to "care about more important things" when all they care about is lyke 0mGz boys&&shows

5-when people don't even bother to talk to me about things. i get to hear it from other people or over fucking livejournal

awesome.
good to know how you guys feel about me
when i've been nothing but good to you
kthnxdie

i love

2006-02-04T10:48:43Z

getting drunken phone calls at 2:30 in the morning from someone i haven't talked to in a good 6 months
cool life

these tu lips might soon eclipse your brightest hopes..

2006-01-31T21:11:17Z

"this hurts

hypocrisy is a strange word
when said
it never exits the mouth
it stays there
on the roof of the mouth
hovering
like a two-headed bird
owl/vulture
both stalking prey
now living
now dead"
-saul williams

chris bought me "she"
sooooooooo good

i work far too much
at least too many nights
i never see anyone anymore
and it honestly makes me really sad
i miss you guyssssssss
soooo so so much

no further updates
nap time
♥

hooray

2006-01-30T03:28:59Z

for 4am rushes to the ER!!
yeah i have another kidney infection
and i'm on vicodin
so i'm like..high..and its weird

also..
i had a good time friday night
soooo good to see those kids again
i had really really missed dave and blake
=)

hmmmm...
so i moved out and all
and yet my parents still have like..power over me in a sense
and i didnt even really realize it
iiick
i need to rid myself of their influencceee

lastly..
i love you

that is all
♥

partay in da hizzouse

2006-01-27T22:15:43Z

party tonight
7pm
you dig?
♥

i will windmill kick you in the face

2006-01-22T22:08:17Z

im addicted to bradley hathaway
and my boyfriend

speaking of which
me and chris dyed our hair the other night
one of the bottles of bleach exploded
allllll over the bathroom
it was freaking hilarious
but yeah so my hair is black and turquoise...
but the turquoise turned out greenish
haha
his has red tips now
soooooooo cute
mmmm

i'll post pics later
but now im off to work kiddies!
and i get to see brittanyyy tomorroww
hopefully
=)

♥

the truth is a whore

2006-01-20T06:51:08Z

listen to the birthday massacre

oh and p.s.
loyalty is dead
friendship is dead
truth is dead
depth is dead
no one gives a shit about anything anymore
outside of their little world and their little comfort zone
you fucking cry all the time when your life is fucking heaven compared to a whole freaking lot of people
so suck it the fuck up and start caring about whats real and whats important or karma is gonna kick you in the balls
ksweet
have a cool life

cool life

2006-01-17T21:47:20Z

0mGz lyke BFFssss!?!?
uh...kay..?

whatevz
once again, life is good
i get to go to mexico with my baby in june
and im beyond excited
our one month is coming up and its going to be awesome
ahh love...

in other news, our sharks are eating the other fish in our tank
that sucks alot. but i guess its cuz we dont feed them enough
i had a dream last night that they had already all grown to be a foot long
theyre gonna be so freaky/cool looking when they do get that big..

i also had a dream i was pregnant.
that freaked me out a tonnnnn
iiiick

but then i woke up and felt better
hah
do you have any idea what its like to wake up every morning next to the person you love?
and for the first words out of their mouth to be "youre beautiful"
when you know for a fact you look like a mess?
yeah
its indescribable
and perfect
mmmm

p.s. party friday? maybe? if not, next week
actually its more likely taht it will be next week
i'll let you knowww
♥

a chance that maybe we'll find better days

2006-01-16T07:53:56Z

it is official
i am by far the luckiest girl in the world
he is everything i have ever dreamed of
and everything fairytales are made of
and i am going to be with him forever
♥

dont you wish yo girlfriend was hot like me

2006-01-13T21:07:01Z

ive had that song stuck in my head for 2 days
daaaaaaaang
update on life:
.i like my job
it's fun and i get good tips every night
i really need to work on the whole getting lost aspect though
hah
.i'm so in love with my boyfriend i can't even begin to describe it
i have found my one in a million
.i'm thinking of having a party next weekend
not sure what day yet
but i want you all to be thurr
mmm thats about it
i'm off to work
♥

mother nature is a whore

2006-01-09T02:54:28Z

i started dominos
they make $30 in tips a night, average
and cuz im a girl, i'll probably get even more
haha

& i'm getting my hipbones pierced
well not the actual bone, but right next to it
and eventually my clavicals

&i'm growing my hair out and leaving it curly
and dying it black&turquoise

mmmmm
i miss my friends
dave and britt to be more specific
and laura
and krissy
and emily
and...
ok
well
alot of you
haha
im thinking i should have a party soon..
yee girl!
♥